LYRICS

INSOMNIA - 2018

In Darkness (Intro)

I found you in the darkness

and I will lose you there

Oh, sanity, where are you?

Come back, I'm waiting here

Mourning Star

sitting here, alone again 
the stars refuse to shine 
sitting here, alone again 
under a starless sky 

under the sky of the night 
there was a lonely star 
looking at the other lights 
but he refused to shine 

sitting here, alone again 
the stars refuse to shine 
sitting here, alone again 
under a starless sky 

so lonely, so cold inside 
all alone, forsaken me 
with dreams of burning lands 
and rain upon my head 

sitting here, alone again 
the stars refuse to shine 
sitting here, alone again 
under a starless sky

Drowning in the Shadows

wavering darkness around us 
when light decides to hide 
shimmering evil – the rising tide 
black clouds surrounding us 

when we’re drowning in shadows 
the shadows created by fears 
we’re standing on our gallows 
the ground gets soaked by your tears 

the glow so deep in us 
is slowly drowning from the pain 
is slowly drowning in the rain 
until wet earth will cover us 

when we’re drowning in shadows 
the shadows created by fears 
we’re standing on our gallows 
the ground gets soaked by your tears 

when we’re drowning in shadows 
the shadows created by fears 
we’re standing on our gallows 
the ground gets soaked by your tears

Snow

everything is cold 
inside and out 
the snow falls softly 
on my dirty grave 

no fire left in you 
just pain and snow 
there’s Nothing you can do 
you’re cold as snow 

empty me – forevermore 
you’re lost in the cold 
and darkness returns 
my heart ‘s already dead 

no fire left in you 
just pain and snow 
there’s Nothing you can do 
you’re cold as snow 

where have I gone 
my soul left my body 
one more time I cry 
nothing’s left to die 

no fire left in you 
just pain and snow 
there’s Nothing you can do 
you’re cold as snow 

loneliness has found me 
one more time it’s here 
but it doesn’t matter 
i’m already lying there

In the Temple of Depression

grief is all around 
mourning voices whispering 
darkness everywhere 
even inside of you 

come in, join the cult 
obey the dark princess 
this temple is made of grief 
you’re in the temple of depression 

emptiness defines you 
and makes it even worse 
you cannot resist 
all you ever felt is gone 

come in, join the cult 
obey the dark princess 
this temple is made of grief 
you’re in the temple of depression

Insomnia

she’s holding me tight 
but I feel only fear 
she’s kissing me goodnight 
I hope she didn’t see my tear 

oh, sweet insomnia 
you’re ripping out my mind 
oh, sweet insomnia 
just let me get away tonight 

she’s lying next to me 
oh, and she takes me down 
I can hear her breathe 
my mind is slowly breaking 

oh, sweet insomnia 
you’re ripping out my mind 
oh, sweet insomnia 
just let me get away tonight 

oh, sweet insomnia 
you’re ripping out my mind 
oh, sweet insomnia 
just let me get away tonight

Heavy Heart

a heavy storm am I 
the wind in your eyes 
the pain in your heart 
the burden on your soul 

a heavy heart in you 
a package on your back 
a dagger in your chest 
I’m All the pain in you 

since I’m here 
you don’t seem okay 
I’m pushing too hard 
and I can hear you cry 

everything I try to 
is being a good man 
but I’m the worst 
I was born to fail 

all the things between us 
they mean so much to me 
but everything seems hopeless 
‘cause I can’t find the key 

all the time on your side 
is so beautiful to me 
but still I can remember 
you as happy as you can be

SADNESS - 2020

Entering Infinity (Prelude)

I am trapped in myself
In absolute infinity
There is no way to go
Collapse, Singularity
The void in me is real
I can't escape

Whispers (Sadness Part 1)

Cruel words inside my head
Voices whispering
I have to guard myself
And mask my inner core

Whispers, Baby, Whispers
All this torture in my head
Whispers, Baby, Whispers
This thoughts are killing me

I feel lost and so alone
As noone understands
I’m crying by myself
No silence in my head

Whispers, Baby, Whispers
All this torture in my head
Whispers, Baby, Whispers
This thoughts are killing me

So I obey to them
I’ll let myself sink
I give up the fight
To see you on the other side

 

Whispers, Baby, Whispers
All this torture in my head
Whispers, Baby, Whispers
This voices are killing me

Tragedy in the Woods

*Female Vocals by Sury, female lyrics differ*

We went inside the forest
And your lips burned on my skin
We seem to be forever
But my heart was full of sin

There was this tragedy
The moment I can’t forget 
Follow me in my dreams
And the world stopped turning

There came the sudden minute
Where you fell into the hole
I remind your face while falling
And the taste of bitter tears 

There was this tragedy
The moment I can’t forget 
Follow me in my dreams
And the world stopped turning

So deep in the woods 
Was this whole that took your life
the forest ground digested you
And me for staying alive            

The realm of darkness
Has spread so deep in me
My struggles may have an end
When I follow you to death

Flowers

You make me dream about my wonderland
You make me smile once a day
You belong within my heart right here
And I try to keep you close

Yet everything we are
Is flowers in our ways
Look at this dusty, worn out road
This ain’t our place to stay

I really hope you chose to take my hand
And to climb out of the dust
Set you free and be yourself
Come feed me with your lust

Yet everything we are
Is flowers in our ways
Look at this dusty, worn out road
This ain’t our place to stay

The flowers all belong to you
My queen of golden light
I beg you, never let me down
Take me up to your height

Into Singularity (Interlude)

I'm numb, lost and empty
I've lost all emotions


But shadows consume me
They swallow my mind


Where could I go?


Who could find me?

Saddest Man (Sadness Part 2)

I used to be a happy man
But happiness died in me
I used to be a lucky man
But the smile died in me

All the things that came across
Just ripped my soul apart
All the things that made me feel
Like I’m the saddest man alive

I used to be a happy man
But happiness died in me
I used to be a lucky man
But the smile died in me

All the things that came across
Just ripped my soul apart
All the things that made me feel
Like I’m the saddest man alive

I used tob e a special man
I had no fear in life
But the life, it pulled me down
Leaving nothing but pain behind

All the things that came across
Just ripped my soul apart
All the things that made me feel
Like I’m the saddest man alive

All the things that came across
Just ripped my soul apart
All the things that made me feel
Like I’m the saddest man alive

Void

Sitting in my void again
a life I don’t understand
Working on myself
to find myself

I feel empty all the time
And nothing fills the emptiness
My heart keeps beating
But I’m rotten long ago

Sitting in my void again
a life I don’t understand
Working on myself
to find myself

Sitting in my void again
a life I don’t understand
Working on myself
to find myself

All I am is empty body
My feelings just illusions
Where is my higher self?
How can I become me?

Sitting in my void again
a life I don’t understand
Working on myself
to find myself

Farblos

Tief im Dunklen Nebelwald
Einsam wandle ich umher
Horch! Die Toten kommen bald
Jede Nacht sie wiederkehr’n.

Dämmerung raubt Farbenleben
Alles steht nun kalt und grau
Hör’ das Herz nun in dir beben
Und der Wind pfeift nass und rauh!

Und der Vater aller Raben
Er schreitet stets voran
Auch der Tod hat seine Gaben
Die er für alle nutzen kann

Dämmerung raubt Farbenleben
Alles steht nun kalt und grau
Hör’ das Herz nun in dir beben
Und der Wind pfeift nass und rauh!

Dämmerung raubt Farbenleben
Alles steht nun kalt und grau
Hör’ das Herz nun in dir beben
Und der Wind pfeift nass und rauh!

Ohne Farbe steh’n die Bäume
Wie Knochen ohne Herz
Jeder hatte seine Träume
Doch jetzt treibt sie nur der Schmerz

Dämmerung raubt Farbenleben
Alles steht nun kalt und grau
Hör’ das Herz nun in dir beben
Und der Wind pfeift nass und rauh!

Solitude (Postlude)

I tried, I really did

But I won't make it out of here


This universe has doomed me
To exist in endless solitude 

 

This life is corrosive

Slowly grinding me to dust


I'm drifting away
Further every day

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