Lyrics

INSOMNIA - 2018

In Darkness (Intro)

I found you in the darkness

and I will lose you there

Oh, sanity, where are you?

Come back, I'm waiting here

Mourning Star

sitting here, alone again
the stars refuse to shine
sitting here, alone again
under a starless sky

under the sky of the night
there was a lonely star
looking at the other lights
but he refused to shine

sitting here, alone again
the stars refuse to shine
sitting here, alone again
under a starless sky

so lonely, so cold inside
all alone, forsaken me
with dreams of burning lands
and rain upon my head

sitting here, alone again
the stars refuse to shine
sitting here, alone again
under a starless sky

Drowning in the Shadows

wavering darkness around us
when light decides to hide
shimmering evil – the rising tide
black clouds surrounding us

when we’re drowning in shadows
the shadows created by fears
we’re standing on our gallows
the ground gets soaked by your tears

the glow so deep in us
is slowly drowning from the pain
is slowly drowning in the rain
until wet earth will cover us

when we’re drowning in shadows
the shadows created by fears
we’re standing on our gallows
the ground gets soaked by your tears

when we’re drowning in shadows
the shadows created by fears
we’re standing on our gallows
the ground gets soaked by your tears

Snow

everything is cold
inside and out
the snow falls softly
on my dirty grave

no fire left in you
just pain and snow
there’s Nothing you can do
you’re cold as snow

empty me – forevermore
you’re lost in the cold
and darkness returns
my heart ‘s already dead

no fire left in you
just pain and snow
there’s Nothing you can do
you’re cold as snow

where have I gone
my soul left my body
one more time I cry
nothing’s left to die

no fire left in you
just pain and snow
there’s Nothing you can do
you’re cold as snow

loneliness has found me
one more time it’s here
but it doesn’t matter
i’m already lying there

In the Temple of Depression

grief is all around
mourning voices whispering
darkness everywhere
even inside of you

come in, join the cult
obey the dark princess
this temple is made of grief
you’re in the temple of depression

emptiness defines you
and makes it even worse
you cannot resist
all you ever felt is gone

come in, join the cult
obey the dark princess
this temple is made of grief
you’re in the temple of depression

Insomnia

she’s holding me tight
but I feel only fear
she’s kissing me goodnight
I hope she didn’t see my tear

oh, sweet insomnia
you’re ripping out my mind
oh, sweet insomnia
just let me get away tonight

she’s lying next to me
oh, and she takes me down
I can hear her breathe
my mind is slowly breaking

oh, sweet insomnia
you’re ripping out my mind
oh, sweet insomnia
just let me get away tonight

oh, sweet insomnia
you’re ripping out my mind
oh, sweet insomnia
just let me get away tonight

Heavy Heart

a heavy storm am I
the wind in your eyes
the pain in your heart
the burden on your soul

a heavy heart in you
a package on your back
a dagger in your chest
I’m All the pain in you

since I’m here
you don’t seem okay
I’m pushing too hard
and I can hear you cry

everything I try to
is being a good man
but I’m the worst
I was born to fail

all the things between us
they mean so much to me
but everything seems hopeless
‘cause I can’t find the key

all the time on your side
is so beautiful to me
but still I can remember
you as happy as you can be

B A C K

SADNESS - 2020

Entering Infinity (Prelude)

I am trapped in myself
In absolute infinity
There is no way to go
Collapse, Singularity
The void in me is real
I can't escape

Whispers (Sadness Part 1)

Cruel words inside my head
Voices whispering
I have to guard myself
And mask my inner core

Whispers, Baby, Whispers
All this torture in my head
Whispers, Baby, Whispers
This thoughts are killing me

I feel lost and so alone
As noone understands
I’m crying by myself
No silence in my head

Whispers, Baby, Whispers
All this torture in my head
Whispers, Baby, Whispers
This thoughts are killing me

So I obey to them
I’ll let myself sink
I give up the fight
To see you on the other side

Whispers, Baby, Whispers
All this torture in my head
Whispers, Baby, Whispers
This voices are killing me

Tragedy in the Woods

*Female Vocals by Sury, female lyrics differ*

We went inside the forest
And your lips burned on my skin
We seem to be forever
But my heart was full of sin

There was this tragedy
The moment I can’t forget
Follow me in my dreams
And the world stopped turning

There came the sudden minute
Where you fell into the hole
I remind your face while falling
And the taste of bitter tears

There was this tragedy
The moment I can’t forget
Follow me in my dreams
And the world stopped turning

So deep in the woods
Was this whole that took your life
the forest ground digested you
And me for staying alive

The realm of darkness
Has spread so deep in me
My struggles may have an end
When I follow you to death

Flowers

You make me dream about my wonderland
You make me smile once a day
You belong within my heart right here
And I try to keep you close

Yet everything we are
Is flowers in our ways
Look at this dusty, worn out road
This ain’t our place to stay

I really hope you chose to take my hand
And to climb out of the dust
Set you free and be yourself
Come feed me with your lust

Yet everything we are
Is flowers in our ways
Look at this dusty, worn out road
This ain’t our place to stay

The flowers all belong to you
My queen of golden light
I beg you, never let me down
Take me up to your height

Into Singularity (Interlude)

I'm numb, lost and empty
I've lost all emotions

But shadows consume me
They swallow my mind

Where could I go?

Who could find me?

Saddest Man (Sadness Part 2)

I used to be a happy man
But happiness died in me
I used to be a lucky man
But the smile died in me

All the things that came across
Just ripped my soul apart
All the things that made me feel
Like I’m the saddest man alive

I used to be a happy man
But happiness died in me
I used to be a lucky man
But the smile died in me

All the things that came across
Just ripped my soul apart
All the things that made me feel
Like I’m the saddest man alive

I used tob e a special man
I had no fear in life
But the life, it pulled me down
Leaving nothing but pain behind

All the things that came across
Just ripped my soul apart
All the things that made me feel
Like I’m the saddest man alive

Void

Sitting in my void again
a life I don’t understand
Working on myself
to find myself

I feel empty all the time
And nothing fills the emptiness
My heart keeps beating
But I’m rotten long ago

Sitting in my void again
a life I don’t understand
Working on myself
to find myself

All I am is empty body
My feelings just illusions
Where is my higher self?
How can I become me?

Sitting in my void again
a life I don’t understand
Working on myself
to find myself

Farblos

Tief im Dunklen Nebelwald
Einsam wandle ich umher
Horch! Die Toten kommen bald
Jede Nacht sie wiederkehr’n.

Dämmerung raubt Farbenleben
Alles steht nun kalt und grau
Hör’ das Herz nun in dir beben
Und der Wind pfeift nass und rauh!

Und der Vater aller Raben
Er schreitet stets voran
Auch der Tod hat seine Gaben
Die er für alle nutzen kann

Dämmerung raubt Farbenleben
Alles steht nun kalt und grau
Hör’ das Herz nun in dir beben
Und der Wind pfeift nass und rauh!

Ohne Farbe steh’n die Bäume
Wie Knochen ohne Herz
Jeder hatte seine Träume
Doch jetzt treibt sie nur der Schmerz

Dämmerung raubt Farbenleben
Alles steht nun kalt und grau
Hör’ das Herz nun in dir beben
Und der Wind pfeift nass und rauh!

Solitude (Postlude)

I tried, I really did

But I won't make it out of here

This universe has doomed me
To exist in endless solitude

This life is corrosive

Slowly grinding me to dust

I'm drifting away
Further every day

B A C K